Wei’s work getup.
mmmh.
I haven’t gotten to see him in his lab coat though :3
I might have almost broke his neck at every moment that had cats…
..yeah..
| Via text message | |
Wei: | U r speshul 2 me :* |
Me: | hahahahahaha What the fuck is wrong with you? |
Me: | I wish it was the year of the snake :( |
Wei: | You know I really thought it was. |
Me: | I did too :( |
Me: | I felt a bit more confident about this year |
Me: | Now not so much :\ |
Wei: | lol you should still feel more confident |
Wei: | Just act like a dragon, pretend. |
Wei: | and then next year it'll be our year. |
Me: | We are tiny dragons. |
Wei: | Yep, baby dragons. |
Wei: | Wingless baby dragons. |
Wei: | Sleeker ;) |
Me: | Lol, aerodynamic. |
Wei: | Yup, the coupe model |
Wei: | of dragons |
Wei: | your present rox. |
Me: | blahhh no don't tease me. |
Wei: | No seriously, it literally rocks. |
Me: | Did you buy me rocks... |
Wei: | hehehehehe |
Wei: | You could say it's going to be a ROCKY holiday |
Me: | Oh please stop |
Wei : | Seems like youre putting me between a ROCK and a hard place. |
Me: | Bao please stop ;_; |
Wei : | Okay ill stop taking your patience for Granite. |
Wei: | hahahaa ok I'll stop but seriously youre gunna luv these rocks |
Me: | Why did you tell me what you got meeeee |
Wei: | You're gunna love my rocks |
Me: | No. |
I’m just…
lately it’s very…
everything happened at once…
I’m not at all happy about it….
FUUUUUUUUUUUUCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
I hope things get better next year. December has not been my month.
Me: | I need a new sketchbook. |
Wei: | Ok. |
Wei: | What kind of sketchbook do you want? |
Me: | oh...Moleskine...? |
Wei: | ok...ok but if I get you this now you'll have one less present for christmas... |
Me: | That's ok. |
Wei: | ...ok the other gift is dinosaur related.. |
Me: | .... |
Wei: | Are you ok? |
Me: | I CAN'T CHOOSE. This is JUST like Sophie's Choice ;_; |
Wei: | this is nothing like Sophie's Choice... |
Me: | TO YOU. |
Some days I just want to sit by myself in the back room and work.
and any fucking time I do this my mother thinks she did something wrong and gets upset.
So. Upset.
and every time I have to tell her she did nothing wrong.
now she’s crying to the neighbor and I don’t know what the fuck to do now.
In my search for a job…
One minute I am
Then the “I might make it after all” phase sets in
Then after hours of scrolling and searching for Job opportunities I’m not qualified for..
Get a pep talk from a friend…
Then read about all my other friends talk about their new jobs and how they’re so happy with life (I am happy for them sincerely but we all know it still hurts)
Go to bed. Wake up. Repeat.
Sometimes I’m quite dumb.
Fortunately I can learn from mistakes.
